phizeroth

So, we were in Asheville yesterday, basking in the sun and strolling through the NC Arboretum in the delightfully warmish pre-Spring air… Well, later that night, knowing it was a full moon, i glanced up at the moon to pay my respects, only to see a completely unexpected total lunar eclipse in progress. And then it snowed all night and morning. I was a bit shaken by the whole thing, but pleased, i think.

I’ve always felt divided, disconnected. Only certain parts of me are appropriate for display depending on my company or audience. It’s as though i have different versions of myself, each one customized to please a certain person or group. Then, when two of these persons or groups coincide, i’m forced to choose between versions or, as is more often the case, just malfunction and feel excruciatingly awkward. I’m not sure if this is normal and/or unhealthy, but perhaps it’s time i consolidate. I just fear i’ll alienate the few people in my life by doing so, but i think some consistency and congruity might make me feel better in general.

so, this is me. welcome.

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welcome (myself) to the new ranting grounds. my aim here is to revive the creative and intellectual flow i had built up for a while in my massive and now-defunct livejournal.

i’m still working slowly on the rest of my website. i’m also working on customizing this theme.